Yuck and more Yuck.
Is there anything I can do?
I know that you feel that you SHOULD your studies for your profession.
I know of several people who did and regretted it...because they chose and learned and they changed.
Then their chosen occupation no longer fit who they had become.
I've seen in happen with a physician I knew.
I never finished my degree in Geology because of it.
But I still have an unexplainable passion for rocks...that my dream is to be able to earn an income around. It just seems so impossible but it's what I want more than anything. No, what I want more than anything is having my son grow up with good self confidence and earning a living doing something he enjoys.
I have been given an opportunity, if I'm going to make it work...I have to get ready so not as much time here but until Jan I won't disappear completely.