Hey VH just checking another time, I am curious how are you doing?

Hey VH, how are you doing? Sorry that I wasn't here that much =( I barely have time to do much nowadays. Okay that is not completly right, but after all we do also have something more than school homework besides the internet

I am going to bed so good night and sleep well. Ciao~

I don't know her age, but she begun her study in 1999, so I think she is like ~7 years older.

10 people it is a lot, but it is also a way to spread chances. Btw notice that only (at least often) 1 stands out (or zero). The others are more like looking a bit flirting but no major action.

I see. I also have that problem. Although trying to set some goals might help a lot. Like "I want to read chapter 1 today" Even so take in account that you might "losen up" and thus do less.

She is a teacher and works at uni, I am a student and I have a small job at uni. Maybe I should, but aswell I shouldn't I mean for example concerning boys it is for me like 10 times harder to find one (1 on 10 is gay/bi). I do agree I crush more than average or so. But maybe it is also that boys crush more than girls. I have heard a lot of boys that are the same (okay they only like girls though). Boys can simple have small crushes on 10 people at the time (for instance). 10 people they know.

anyway about learning, maybe you really get yourself to do it. I also tried that and it worked out (slightly)

okay I understand, it could be that way.. I don't know yeah. But he literally said "I am sorry but I am not avaiable for contact outside the lesson". For me that says enough in some way. Okay I can still think it could happen. But I rather just move on a bit.. sort of.. aswell I am not really the teacher, just the teacher assistent. And I know it is wrong, but I do have some sort of feelings for her aswell, not in any big sense.

And right now, since the group has complaint a lot, we need to make an extra appointment every week to evaluate the exercises.. But I am not putting my hopes on her aswell. I shall just see what happends. Right now I don't have a big crush on anyone, and I try to avoid that by fantasizing about different crushes every time.

And no you don't bring new hope or so. I shall just be the same. But I think if so, he could act different later on. As after the course (when the course ends) I shall just be a fellow math student only, for him.

I understand it yeah. I have had the same. but for me it is since I am (diagnosed) as depressed.. it is one of the symptoms (for me).

But I am still curious on what way you meant "he might still like you"?

Btw good luck on your exams!

Ehm on which way you mean like? Since if I liked a person, and that person would want to make contact with me, I would go for it.

Maybe I need to take a break, but aswell the next crush is the best cure for the previous one . I also need to get on drugs (not drugs as drugs, but as in medicine).

It is good to hear you are okay. Why are you stressed, uni? Social life? and tired physically or emotionally? (physically being two categories, body can't move or you seem to fall assleep very soon)

it doesn't matter, at least you do so now
crush ended, but maybe you noticed that already. He had no interests in being friends or what so ever. But weird to call someone to only say hi... and then saying that... this day was the first day I was with him again. And I ignored him and he me. Although there was a time that I found it hard, people came into the class and he started whispering with them. And yeah I thought it was about me..

Anyway for the rest I am going fine, you?

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